so I might not have been featured but someone put a etsy mini up with one of my shirts on their blog.
http://www.mskittyfantasticorules.blogspot.com/.
I feel fucking special. I do.
Someone else contacted me over the weekend to have me featured on their blog as well.
Its a new blog and I'll be one of the firsts (not the very first).
I'll post again once I am up on the blog.
In the mean time, here is a new shirt.
Actually its not quite new, I've had it done for a little while now, but I haven't put it up yet for some reason.
I've been thinking of new ideas for shirts, but by the time I draw them out, I hate them.
I haven't been able to find my voice when it comes to making things.
... or doing anything, really....
Granted, I have been only making shirts for less than a year now.
Granted, I am a glass half empty kind of person.
Granted, I don't think highly of myself.
I am extremely frustrated.
To the point I want to break something. I hate to sound voilent, but sometimes that's how I feel.
I'm not perfect.
Here is at least a custom shirt that I finished making for someone, which consumed most of my time for the past couple of days. that and my full time job.
barf (about the full-time job, not the shirt).
On a side note, I had a goal to save up a certain lump sum of money for Seattle. I hit the goal earlier than I thought.
Joy!
So i didn't get to retake the photos that I wanted to this past weekend.
However I was productive and made some stuff.
AND... I FINALLY made a banner for my etsy shop. I was being lazy, but at least it looks a little better.
I put up my robot shirt (which has been up before) and an ear w/earring patch.
The ear patch idea was inspired partly from Van Gough and partly from me wanting to make a patch with a grommet. I realized that grommets are F-U-N!
Ok so I am back to just edit, the ear patch image is not coming up, but if you click on it you can see it.
(I don't want to figure out right now what is wrong with it)
That is if you care.
Are you there?
I took a look at my etsy pictures and I decided, THEY SUCK. A lot.
Project over the weekend is to take some new pictures.
That and have some good sushi.
I will definately accomplish at least one of the two things.
I use to smoke.
Not anymore though. I quite a while back but I found an old pack of cigarettes so I decided to add it in.
I'm weird. shut up.
I also appologize for the blue hue that is in that picture, I forgot to adjust the while balance on my camera. The shirt I am wearing is actually black.
Plus, I don't have a bridge on my nose, so the sunglasses are being held up by my cheeks. That and I had to tilt my head up a little.
I still had fun
The first picture is much better.
Ever since the time change, I have been agonizingly tired.
This time change can suck my left tit.
Why my left one? (someone asked me this as I say this from time to time)
Its becase my left one is just a little smaller. Take that!
Anyway....
My head hurts I'm so tired.
I am barely coherent when I wake up in the morning and trying to keep concentrated is becoming difficult throughout the week.
The worst part, by the time its time to go to bed, I am not as tired as I should be.
I guess I'm a night owl.
Apparently my whole family is like that. My parents would stay up at least until midnight on a daily basis. Not doing anything in particular, but they would just be up watching tv or something.
I guess its in my dna.
so my goal for the shirt was totally blown out of the water.
I was hoping it would be done on friday.
I forgot I was throwing a party for my friend's birthday.
I got one layer done and then it sat there.... starting back at me.
It should be done tonight.
however I have to help a friend tonight put together her resume.
And give the keys to a friend as they were drunkenly forgotten at my place.
I'm tired.
its hard to think
My friend reminds me from time to time that the world is going to end on Dec 12, 2012, which is when the Mayan calendar ends. Apparently, the Mayan calendar has accurately predicted other events in this world (I'm not sure which as usually I end up tuning him out).
He tends to get into conspiracy theory junk.
He denies it....
He use to believe in Nostradamus.
But now he says he was full of shit.
I asked him if its 12/12/12 because if you divide up the number its 6/6/6?
He said no.
Anyway,
this same friend also absorbs himself into video games. All I can think about is IF the world does end and my life flashes before my eyes (if you believe in that, I honestly don't but lets say we do to validate what I am saying), do I only want to see myself playing video games?
I wonder what I would see?
Speaking of seeing, I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY saw Juno.
Amazing.
Ellen Page is AMAZING!
Her wardrobe consists of mainly flannel shirts and converse.
She went to a Buddhist high school.
She's my new hero.
AMAZING!
I wish I wasn't at work and instead working on my shirts.
I have one coming up hopefully VERY soon. Tomorrow maybe? Aiming for tonight.